Could you imagine what would happen if Queen Ester was to insecure and or didn’t have the Godly Confidence where Jews would be at today? O Ok!
So I really didn’t want to touch this topic and I know my title is a little overboard it seems like this year has been the year where I felt like Hoe, Harlot, Skank , Hussy & Home-wrecker just had to be stamped on my forehead. Until last night something in me just fully snapped that and a good ole conversation with my sister aka my personal relationship expert lol Josephina Jericho. Earlier this year I didn’t understand why a young lady I DID NOT give my phone number felt the need to get it out of her boyfriends phone number and text me a long drawn out message to stay away from her man BLAH BLAH BLAH, you get the point. Little did she know I was just a close friend and the dude she was going hard for uhmm yea I never heard that was his girlfriend until after I told her off for feeling the need to use my number and I had not given it to her. Next case is just going to church MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS and one of my homies introduced me to his girlfriend for the first time I thought I was bugging the first time she snubbed me but then I seen her at a whole separate service and shorty rolled her eyes. Girl BYE! I don’t want your man trust and believe that particular friend is ALL THE WAY in the “friends zone”. Last and not least last night I wrote on a friend of mines facebook and wrote him hey miss your sarcasm big head etc. Mind you I probably wouldn’t have even wrote on his facebook but I lost his number in my new phone so I had no choice. I’m the type of person if God dropped someone on your heart reach out to them you never know what is going on (fyi my friend is super stressed and needed to talk) Behind that little post which I actually invited him and his girlfriend to my birthday game night his girlfriend called him and fussed him out not only did she fuss him out she made my friend feel so bad that he actually called me and asked me to f=remove my post that HE WAS NOT EVEN TAGGED IN! All because she had an insecurity issue. Now I n=know what you may be think well what did he do to make her like this? Uhmmmmmm I’m gonna say NOTHING for 500 Alex. She has been like this as long as I have known her to be around. My friend even stop hanging out with close female friends to appease her and if I needed anymore proof after everything happened shorty had THEEEEE NERVE to post on FB When a man becomes a man then secureness is established. NO SWEETIE WAKE UP CALL! God established a un-breakable self-esteem and confidence within you. There is NO WAY King Lemuel‘s writing in Proverbs 31 could refer to an insecure female. And to think they aren’t even married yet. Confidence and self-esteem are thing that start within YOU. With or without a man you NEED these things and as long as a female is insecure with her self she will never EVER be secure n a relationship. A valuable lesson that I learned this is that I have confidence in being a child of God and if I am in a relationship and that is the one the lord has for me then I have no worries I rest in God’s promises daily. Not only that but I find it hard for a christian woman to say she loves the lord had faith and all thing’s he has made are wonderful yet you are insecurities. Where they do that at? MY HOPE IS BUILT ON NOTHING LESS THAN JESUS BLOOD AND RIGHTEOUS. Ok maybe I just went off on a tangent but for a while females just had me to believe I had the scent of a 42nd street prostitute when it is really their own self esteem and lack of confidence in their relationships.