Laughter The Keyword For The New Year! Happy New Year Guys!

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And that means killing off everything connected with that way of death: sexual promiscuity, impurity, lust, doing whatever you feel like whenever you feel like it, and grabbing whatever attracts your fancy. That’s a life shaped by things and feelings instead of by God. It’s because of this kind of thing that God is about to explode in anger. It wasn’t long ago that you were doing all that stuff and not knowing any better. But you know better now, so make sure it’s all gone for good: bad temper, irritability, meanness, profanity, dirty talk. – Colossians 5-8 (MSG)

Today was quite n interesting New Year Day. Well honestly it was pretty regular and plain to be honest until I got home and had the best laugh ever! You ever have one of those like “aha moments” that cause you to laugh because you didn’t see what was coming or even realize the true meaning or reasoning but you already knew that’s how God had it worked out? So all that said aside today I went to log on my Facebook and for some reason I couldn’t get on now for the past year I have known my password because my password was the first time me and my “friend” were sexually intimate I know it’s weird but it’s the only date I knew nobody would know and it was easy to remember because I was so hell-bent over him *sighs* sad but true. Now I know you may be thinking well whats so funny about that right?   Continue reading

A Single Girls Venting Plea……………A Single Girl’s Diary Entry!

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So Alcoholics have AA meetings Narcotics have NA meetings Shoot there is even a class called Shoppers Anonymous. So what do young females like myself have to conquer addictions and/or strong holds. I KNOW I KNOW the church is suppose to the hospital for the sick and the seasoned woman shall teach the younger ones. I know God has left us instruction in the bible. Yet what happens when it seems as if your at your whits end and it’s a constant back and forth with ONE PARTICULAR ISSUE. When you can trust no one in the church. When as bad as you want to do right somehow 5 % of the time wrong still wins.  Some days it’s as if I really want to just drown in this situation at least I know that it won’t be a constant battle of my mind body and soul. I know many people say your stronghold won’t let you go because you won’t let it go but I’m even starting to question that. I’m just over being that girl with something going on and that something just always being the same thing -_-. At what point is the fasting praying & church going to cover this thing. Someone is going to read this and say I don’t trust & believe GOD. WRONG  it’s just this past year has been truly trying and I believe everyone has their seasons whether it’s a season of bountiful blessing or a season of trials. I guess I’ll just have to endure and keep to his commandments. Some days I just really wish there was a 12 steps system and a buddy system to lighten the load just a bit. *sigh*